Opposing
emotions are such a bitch.
One can love
and the other can only allude. One can peep into the future and the other can
only remember the past. One can be at peace and the other at disproportionate
unrest… with one another. Just the cacophony of emotions is bewildering to me.
How varied and rainbow like can life be. Matching wavelengths and frequencies
is such a physics phenomenon that barely holds true to my life. Ugh. Chemistry
and biology also isn’t aligned. And math was always a problem. Geography then?
Why such
unrest? There are a myriad of explanations, but is it worth to dig further? Is
that how things must pan out… by forcing an answer? To find that peaceful space
in my gut is such a beautiful feeling.. I hope I have the pleasure to feel that
way.. coz opposing emotions are such a bitch.