I am extremely extremely happy today as I write this. A good friend once told me to write here only when Im happy and to leave all the melancholy for the diaries. And so is the case today.
There comes a time when one is at peace with oneself. When one realizes that they have gone through a full circle and find themselves in the same spot that they were in as young passionate kids but after a whole lot of gyan and wisdom. No, Im not there yet. But something tells me, it sure is going to be a great journey starting just about now.
Happy realizations is what I call it. A curtain lifter, clear of smoke, splendidly wrapped comes a pristine realization of "screw you". I am certain this is something everyone must have felt at some point in their lives for someone or for somethings. Its strange though with all the damned conversations that have happened, it took the visual of someone else realizing it for me to convince me. The candid desperation is written all over it. The respect for the past is a misnomer. It is merely a story for all the jokes and laughs...even if it just brings a gaze or a chuckle, its a story well used. Living in today's hard core capitalist world where the rich are very rich and poor are very poor, if you know what I mean.
I have many theories of my own. They make sense in my head and help me figure things out. One such is the onion peel theory. I will certainly not go into the detail of it here. But that core of innocence..sweet, gentle touch..honest smile and a very giving heart still holds true. I see glimpses of it and its beautiful. I hope the theory bears some truth.
There is so much to do and learn and such little time. I need to start with switching my job. I love my company and everything that comes with it. I doubt I will ever find a job that fits my strengths so well, but there is a need to explore a little bit more before I turn too old and being young isnt an excuse anymore..
For the reference above about the rich and the poor, check out this video. Nothing really new, but a really cool way of drilling information into my slow head that understands visuals better.
There comes a time when one is at peace with oneself. When one realizes that they have gone through a full circle and find themselves in the same spot that they were in as young passionate kids but after a whole lot of gyan and wisdom. No, Im not there yet. But something tells me, it sure is going to be a great journey starting just about now.
Happy realizations is what I call it. A curtain lifter, clear of smoke, splendidly wrapped comes a pristine realization of "screw you". I am certain this is something everyone must have felt at some point in their lives for someone or for somethings. Its strange though with all the damned conversations that have happened, it took the visual of someone else realizing it for me to convince me. The candid desperation is written all over it. The respect for the past is a misnomer. It is merely a story for all the jokes and laughs...even if it just brings a gaze or a chuckle, its a story well used. Living in today's hard core capitalist world where the rich are very rich and poor are very poor, if you know what I mean.
I have many theories of my own. They make sense in my head and help me figure things out. One such is the onion peel theory. I will certainly not go into the detail of it here. But that core of innocence..sweet, gentle touch..honest smile and a very giving heart still holds true. I see glimpses of it and its beautiful. I hope the theory bears some truth.
There is so much to do and learn and such little time. I need to start with switching my job. I love my company and everything that comes with it. I doubt I will ever find a job that fits my strengths so well, but there is a need to explore a little bit more before I turn too old and being young isnt an excuse anymore..
For the reference above about the rich and the poor, check out this video. Nothing really new, but a really cool way of drilling information into my slow head that understands visuals better.
