Moment

I couldn't have been more sorry about anything in my entire life than what I did today, just now. Anger, aggressiveness and thoughtless speaking & writing has always put me in worst of the situations and I cannot face what I did just now.
How I wish I could disappear in the thin air or just melt or somehow become anonymous.
Screw the technology and I wish he ain't aware of it...but I only wish. Screw me.
Shit!! Shit!! Shit!!

Closure

To all those who care about me even the slightest - I Love You.

When days are happy and cheerful, its difficult to think about you. I blame it on the busy schedule and lack of habit. But it doesn't take too long to curl up in the bed in my satin sheets allowing the guilty tear roll down my cheek.

As I had mentioned in my first post and I quote, 'Happiness is a state of mind', I shall strive to be happy and content with life coz I am blessed with much more than most. You must give up your possessions, however precious they might be, to avoid them from giving up on you. Respect, beauty and happiness are as much with you as you think they are. They are your slaves, you are not theirs. Give yourself the credit for who you are coz you must realize YOU are the only one in this universe. You are unique. No one can take that away from you and must be condemned if they ever try to.

Listen, sweet Dove, unto my song,
And spread thy golden wings in me;
Hatching my tender heart so long,
Till it get wing, and flie away with Thee.
- George Herbert

Autumn leaves..

Another year flown so fast
Yet so beautiful was the past

Wishful won't have to live it again
Hoping future will not be a bigger pain

Never believe in something so much that you lose an essence of things that are around you. Nothing lasts for ever..