Friday, October 24, 2008

Moment

I couldn't have been more sorry about anything in my entire life than what I did today, just now. Anger, aggressiveness and thoughtless speaking & writing has always put me in worst of the situations and I cannot face what I did just now.
How I wish I could disappear in the thin air or just melt or somehow become anonymous.
Screw the technology and I wish he ain't aware of it...but I only wish. Screw me.
Shit!! Shit!! Shit!!

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Come come!

I'm sure that whatever you did, cannot be AS bad as you're making it out to be.

G said...

Oh.. You dont know. It was pretty bad. I am embarrassed to the core..

SwB said...

lol ... tell no what happened!

G said...

Nooo... It ain't any funny embarrassment, its real...
Something like when you are not supposed be in a certain place.. for reasons well known by you and the person who owns the place, but then you secretly keep visiting and get caught red handed one day.. and you run everywhere..but there is nowhere to hide.. He sees you.. and you go red in your face..!!!!AAah

Anonymous said...

does it really matter that the person knows you were there?

and why should it be that you were not supposed to be there?

why not?

G said...

hmm.. No.. actually it doesnt matter..but then not everything you do or not do coz it Matters...

Its just a position, I wouldnt like to see myself in. There are something and some ppl in life that you dont want to encounter... not because it matters now.. but because it mattered long back...Past is a part of me but i dont move around with it..and I dont want to for sure live it again..

SO there you go..