Friday, November 5, 2010

Lonely

Happy Diwali :)

I love this festival. It is so ingrained in me and my traditions spark up on this day. My childhood memories are so vivid in my mind, that everytime I am alone on this day, I cannot control my tears. It used to be beautiful.. Just serene, calm, and beautiful.

And today, like never before, I am so very lonely. Not just physically but even virtually. Yes, in today's world virtual friendship and love counts!!! It hurts to sit back home all by oneself writing this blog when one should be dressed up in bright sarees, lighting diyas, doing pooja, and bursting crackers.

The indifference hurts, hurts like never before. But I am determined to tread this path myself. I have done it once before, shouldnt be that difficult all over again.

Current Status - Keeping faith alive.

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